Trusting

My head spins so often, trying to figure out who I can trust.
My head spins trying to figure out if I've said too much.
My head spins trying to figure out if I have healthy boundaries.

I hate having to learn about trust.
I hate knowing there are times I make the mistake of telling to much to people.
I feel like I have diarrhea of the mouth.
I think someone is caring, and will understand, and I let all the shit out.
I hate being alone.