Will it help?
My therapist came up with an idea that I should write a letter to God. She thought that would help me feel connected. I feel really stupid doing that. I feel like I should be writing a letter to Santa Claus.
Dear Santa,
here's my wish list, and while you're at it can you explain to me why I should believe in you? Oops, I'm Jewish, gotta start that over.
Dear Moshe Claus,
Can you tell me why I should believe in you? Are you really out there?
posted by Bughouse Square @ 8:25 PM
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6 Comments:
Can I ask you something that may be painful but as a parent I want to know - was your mother aware what was going on to you?
I believe she was, but I think she was also in denial.
have you had the opportunity to discuss it with her at all?
yes, it didn't go well. Why do you ask?
Hoezentragerin said...
You are very luck you have a family, I was told that because of all the scar tissue I have, I most likely never be able to have children.
Bughouse, these words are too scourging to bear.
I wish there was something more I could do to ease your pain other than to promise I will be here to read your every word.
This seems so insufficient.
I am asking because as a mother how would one know if their children were at risk - I am sorry if i am asking sensitive questions but i think the only ones who can help prevent such terrible unimaginable things are people who have been through it.
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